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“I have 600 channels and none of them want to hurt me”
-Mindy Project

Poetry by Bill Neumire

“I have 600 channels and none of them want to hurt me”
-Mindy Project

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I’ve been thinking about the bigness too much,
so I make of the abandoned loveseat a fur-lined nest.
A chaser for the hard think of day. I turn on the tv:
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                One channel only snow, quietly.
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                One scrolls everything I said at the faculty social in cursive beneath a cozy fireplace.
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I looked up how to ease anxiety
about climate change: start a garden,
purchase a rain barrel, install solar panels,
low-dose meds.
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                On one, the Eagles sing, somebody’s gonna hurt someone before the night is through.
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                One is cursive smoke letters from a fire whose black source can’t be determined.
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I thought I had colon cancer today. It might be nothing, some pain. There’s always a war in the
dark, the churn of protest, the “plain old fact of death,” the debt, the storm, the alarm, the
weaponized righteousness. The world isn’t real. A natural disaster. They say even now to expect
more severe storms. They say insurance companies are disappearing. They say when cash was
unexpectedly scattered on a California highway, drivers beat each other to death over it.
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                 One is all dialogue balloons filled with hearts.
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                 On one rain hits the bedroom window like awkward claps at a funeral
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On one a man contends the world could be saved by a series of canals, a monumental
labor of many hands--redistributing all goods. He’s never read Marx, but he’s young & he says
no one under 40 thinks the world isn’t totally fucked, anyway.
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I stare at the hot black sky. I put away the forks attentively. The dog snores on the loveseat after
eating the leftover pork chop. Wittgenstein said spend more time in graveyards? I consider living
in an RV. They say in Iran it was 152 degrees today, the limit of human survivability.
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                   On one a campfire, 40s music in the background.
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                   One one Yeats writes a famous poem with two endings & in both of them we die.
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                   On one a small old man whispers, “Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.”
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                   On one, a man says to a woman, “I feel it like fire.” He puts his face to her face so she
can feel his shaking.

Bill Neumire has two books of poetry: Estrus (2013) and #TheNewCrusades (2022). His poems have appeared in Harvard Review Online, Beloit Poetry Journal, and West Branch. In addition to writing, he also served as an assistant editor for the literary magazine Verdad and as a reviewer for Vallum. He'd like to chat: Twitter @wjneumire Instagram @wjneumire . www.billneumire.com

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